Love from God
Jacky fell in love for the first time at the tender age of 14. Adam was 17, 6 foot 2 and very handsome. Jacky looked older than her 14 years and older boys mad passes on her alot. Adam was giving her hints and she knew that he liked her. The way that he looked at her with those gorgeous blue eyes gave her shivers. She was lucky to be able to sit across from him at a christmas dinner that they were invited to. During dinner adam asked jackie how old she was and he seemed disappointed when he found out that she was only 14. As the months went by she got to know him more and she fell totally and completly in love with adam. She ended up bringing her best friend to the church that adam and her attended. Her friend was 15 and 7 months older than her. A few weeks later she called her friend and found out that adam was on the other line and that he had called her. Jackie was so upset and she wanted to talk to adam. She had to wait 45 mins and then she called him for the first time. Adam told her that he would consider going out with her friend because she was 15. Jackie was to young for him. Jackie did a selfish thing and asked her friend jem to stop attending their church. She was so in love that she didn't think about how that would alter her friends life eventually. Every part of her was in love with Adam. She loved his love for God, how smart he was, his polo cologne, his funny sense of humour, his books about money, his love of football,his big feet, his love for his family and everything else about him. A year after they met she told him again how she felt and he told her that he had a girlfriend. She was heartbroken. Adam went out with Jane for four years and they even got engaged and than they broke up. Jackie was in a relationship with James for five months. Jackie should of left james and told adam how she felt, but she didn't because she wanted to give him time to heal. Jackie had dreams about adam and they were more like visions of the future. She knew that God wanted her to be with adam. James gave Jackie a ring on adams birthday not knowing that the date was special to her. When she looked at it she thought of both of them. Jackie never ended up telling adam that she was still in love with him and she stayed with the other guy. She was afraid of rejection, and she didn't want to break james heart. Jackie had a dream that she married adam. She did everything wrong and she lost the man that God wanted her to be with. Now he is married and she didn't even know that he was engaged. She loves her fiance and their relationship is rocky. It's 10 years later and she is 24. Jackie will always love adam forever. They were never even intimate and she didn't ever get to kiss adam her first love and she believes that he is her soulmate. This is a very sad love storey and it is my love storey. I screwed up.
Wed Jan 23, 2008 5:52 am
